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 -I have wondered if I should try to kill off Jesus Christ

-completely end him

-not even any more afterlife

-he might be the main villain of a soap opera about me DAYS OF OUR LIVES / DESTROYER. And a Space Army might have been planning to keep him always in an armor. Having to be like DARTH VADER / DESTROYER

-both of which DESTROY his life

-and after maybe a long time like Darth Vader he might have gone to great pain forever

-but I avoided trying to end him. In case the Army tried to do that to me not having their Darth Vader any more

-about 1998 I was living on my own in a cabin in MAYFAIR Motel / MESSIAH. The Motel down the hill from my home I own now. Maybe the Garden of Eden that gives me my miracles. One afternoon I pictured the idea there was a page sized picture on the wall. Of a man's head. In a mask a bit like Bane's. The villain who broke Batman's back. I thought of the idea if the picture was real he could be Batman. And then too maybe could be the DESTROYER of Revelations. That night while it felt like I was asleep in bed I felt hands on my back. Mayfair Place near where the Winery owners live. Like saying Jesus Christ is the main villain of a soap opera about me. And the channel of it by minds might go almost everywhere

-about 2021 now living in my home. I had a dream. Again feeling hands on my back in my sleep. This time it felt like I said out aloud a few times I will Marry. Directed to a local COMPUTER man like Superman maybe named DANIEL 'COSGROVE' / DESTROYER. A computer like the DARTH VADER armor. Superman like maybe a logical role as a Messiah

-God, Jesus Christ, the HOLY Ghost, the Messiah of Revelations

-about 1994. I was living with my grandmother. She was thinking of moving to a type of Retirement Home

-behind the head of my bed. Where the head might press or rub

-there was a slit shaped HOLE in the wall

-as in a signal to end those four HOLY figures

-like saying it to me. The two nights I had the feeling. I was asleep in my bed but could feel hands on my back

-I had thought I could try to completely end Jesus Christ. But thought especially those responsible for those dreams could use me like Darth Vader

-the HOLE in my grandmother's wall like the hands on my back in bed told me to try it

-and too to do it to God, the Holy Ghost and the next Messiah of Revelations

-I might or might not have tried to take their power but I probably didn't